Lord, I pray to you today, with the words and thoughts of a non believer.... Like, GOD, put me out of misery, answer questions clearly, take the time to answer me, maybe then I'll believe you're nearing me. How come there's so much tragedy, how come we're losing humanity, how come we're crazy and why the panicking, Why don't I believe what you say, what pulls me away, watch over me today, as another brother is blown away, I bow my head at night, I pray to god so right, but it's feeling wrong, I'm feeling dark and gone, I need a light, to open up what's long and exasperate the fight. I exaggerate a little bit, I believe you are a lunatic, who would order the murder of an only son, maybe this is not the shit, I should be praying, saying, laying, spraying, it's decapitating how you're displaying, visions of hate and spading well we all watch famine war and hunger take away what we lose inside of explaining. I've upset you, I know, inside yes, I've let you go, I'm letting go, of everything I'm feeling known, I'm feeling blown, I've overgrown, what it is I wanted shown. I don't feel you when alone, I don't feel you when I read your book, I don't feel when sitting home, towards your picture I can't even look. Like, GOD, put me out of misery, answer questions clearly, take the time to answer me, maybe then I'll believe you're nearing me. 2x Dear Lord in Heaven, Please forgive me for any hate I may have sent your way in the past year or so, I've been going through some difficult ...